Just one of those days...

Everyone has those days, weeks or even months, where nothing seems to go your way and you just don't feel yourself or just not as happy as usual. Those days, where you just don't want to get out of bed. Lately, I've had a lot of those days and I can't even explain what is going on with me, cause I don't even know or know why.  I am just trying to get by right now. Well today I listen to this song, that gave me hope on getting through, hope on getting back on the right track, and hope on things falling into place like they should be or I want them to be. The song I listen to was called Fly by Nicki Minaj feat. Rihanna.  Here are the lyrics, you might be able to see what I mean-

Fly ( Nicki Minaj Feat. Rihanna) 

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

(Nicki Minaj)

I wish today it will rain all day

Maybe that will kinda make the pain go away
Trying to forgive you for abonding me
Praying but I still think I'm an angel away
Angel away, yeah strange in a away
Maybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become near when they are aiming at me
me,me,me against them
me against enemies, me against friends
somehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood
they start coming and I start rising
Must be surprising, I'm just summising
I win, thrive,soar, higher, higher, higher
More fire

(Rihanna-Chorus)
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

(Nicki Minaj - Verse 2)
Everybody wanna try to box me in
suffocating everytime it locks me in
paint they own pictures than they crop me in
but I will remain where the top begins
cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can ever be defined 

I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation
I hear the criticism loud and clear
that is how I know that the time is near
so we become alive in a time of fear
and I aint got no mother fucking time to spare
cry my eyes out for days upon days
such a heavy burden placed upon me
but when you go hard your nay's become yay's
Yankee Stadium with Jay's and Kanye's 

(Rihanna - Chorus)
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

(Nicki Minaj - Bridge)
Get ready for it
get ready for it
get ready for it
I came to win
get ready for it
get ready for it
get ready for it
I came to win 

(Rihanna - Chorus)
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
to fly
to fly

♥ Ash