Maybe love is a choice

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody.Without worrying whether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they are really the one. Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe its something you choose. -Jacks from Love and other disasters.

I recently saw the movie Love and other disasters. Loved it, its one of my new favorite movies. This quote above was said in the movie. When someone comes into your life that could be a possible love interest, you choose to love them or not. You always hope that you are making the right choose. Sometimes choosing to love a person can be the wrong choice. When you realize you have made the wrong choice, you just have to live with it. And pray and hope that someday you will choose the right person to love. Just be careful when trying to choose the right person, and don't wait to long. I hope I will be able to choose the right person for me someday, and hopefully that day is near.

What are you thankful for?

I am thankful for :

• My family, I have the most amazing family. I am truly blessed when it comes to family. My parents are always there for me, and they take care of me. My brother is the best! My cousins and aunts and all of them are pretty awesome too!
• My friends, I have the best friends anyone could ask for. Alana, that girl is such a beautiful person inside and out, and she means the world to me and i know no matter what happens in my life or where i am at, she will always be there for me! Krista, I hate that she lives in another state, we may not talk as much as we used but i will always love her! Lindsey, geez I have known her forever, I love how we don't talk to each other or see each other in a while but then we finally get to talk or see each other, and its like we never were apart, miss her like crazy! Clorae, my newest friend from school, she is pretty amazing, i am glad that I have her! Rasha, we have been friends since 5th grade, and we didn't talk for a really long time but we found each other again, and i am so happy we did, that proves we will always be friends. I have so many friends that I am grateful for like, Kaylee, Dan, Stephanie, Emily, Jeremy, Jessica, and so many more!
• My life, I have a pretty good life. I get to live in a somewhat nice apartment, I have a car, I get to go to school for something i really like. I have so many great things going for me in life, and i have so many things that some people just don't have.

Thanksgiving is one of my favorite holidays. I just get that warm and fuzzy feeling inside, kind of cheesy yes but what i can say. I hope everyone takes time of their busy lives to be grateful for everything they have and the people in their lives. And I hope every is just kind to one another in this time of year. Have a great thanksgiving!!!

Quotes

I love finding new quotes that inspire me, or just puts a smile on my face. Here are some quotes that I have found that I really like, and I hope everyone else likes them too.

• If people are truly, madly,deeply in love with each other, they will find a way.
  
• I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too. So we're really not that different, me and you.
  
• Courage is the discovery that you may not win and trying when you can lose.
  
• Whenever you are in conflict with someone, there is one factor that make a difference in between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attiude.
  
• Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the starts and listen to you heartbeat or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you aff to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without make one. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how luck he is to have you.. The who turns to his friends and says, " thats her".
  
• Tears are words that heart can't express.
  
• We have no right to ask when a sorrow comes, " why did this happen to me?", unless we ask that same question for every joy that comes our way.
  
• Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.
  
• They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel.
  
• There's no half-singing in the shower, you're either a rock star or an opera diva.
  
• If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you. -Winnie The Pooh
  
• If there ever comes a day when we can't be together keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever-Winnie The Pooh
  
• It is more fun to talk with someone who doesn't use long, difficult words but rather short, easy words like "What about lunch?" -Winnie The Pooh
  
• Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.- Winnie the Pooh
  
• If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear. -Winnie the Pooh
  

Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave

Sometimes in life a person comes along that you never forget. They leave an inprint of them in your heart. Years can go by, and they will still cross your mind. You will wonder where they are and what they are doing. You will wonder if you still cross their mind sometimes. Sometimes if you're lucky that person will come back into your life, and thats when you know they are meant to be a part of your life in some way. You make new memories, and talk about the old ones. when your times ends with them , you hope that their will be more time with them in the future. From the period you last see that person, you may think of them very often wishing they could be with you always. And you pray and hope in that time apart that they won't forget about you. But you know in your heart they won't forget, else you would have never left in the first place.

I Choose....

We all choose how to live our lives, and who to live it with. I have my freinds that I love to death, and my family but that is all I have. I have not had a boyfriend since I was a senior in high school, and right now i am in my second year of college. I have had a few chances to have a boyfriend but I tend to just push them away. I do that because I choose to alone. I choose to be alone cause its easier that way. I don't have to be worried about being left alone cause I already am alone. Or sometimes I push guys away cause really I am wating for someone else. In reality I wish I had somebody to call mine. Somebody that wants to stick around even though I try to push him away. Somebody that will listen to me complain. Somebody that understand me and understand when I have an emotional breakdown. Somebody that will coming running when I need him. Somebody to spend the night with me. Somebody that will always be there. Somebody that won't leave me alone. But for now untill somebody wants to take all of that on (which in my opnion is not that much) I choose to be alone.

Breathe....

Breathe by Anberlin

This is surrender
To a war-torn life I've Lived.
Scars and stripes forever
In need of change I can't resist

No need to hide anything anymore.
Can't return to who I was before.

I can finally breathe.
Suddendly alive.
I can finally move.
The world feels revived

This long of a struggle
Finally opened up my eyes.
Revolution's not easy
With a civil war on the inside.

No need to hide anything anymore.
Can't return to who I was before.

I can finally breathe.
Suddendly alive.
I can finally move.
Cause I realize.

I can finally breathe.
Suddendly alive.

I can finally move.
The world feels revived.

I love this song. I feel like I can breathe again. I haven't felt this content and happy in some time. :) I can feel my old happy smile returning again. I wake up in the morning feeling happy, instead of dreading the day, and feeling okay. I feel great again! And I have to say I do owe some of this to some good friends. And going home for a couple weekends in a row, made things alot better! :) I just feel so happy and revived :)