Moving on..

Moving on is one of the hardest things to do, at least for me. Its hard to let go of something that you want. You think to yourself, If I hang on a little longer, I will get what I want. But most of the time that isn't the case. Just cause we try hanging out to something, doesn't mean we can keep it or get it. Its hard to let go of something, we to you it just feels so right. My advice to people that are trying let go and move on, is keep yourself busy, and over time hopefully you'll just move on, and not even realize it.

Maybe some of us are meant to be alone..

Lately, I've spend a lot of time on my own. I was sick for a few days, was stuck in my apartment in my bed. I spent a lot of that time just laying there thinking about my life. Wondering where I am going to end up at. Wondering if I'll get what I want. They say you have to go after what you want and work hard for it, but that doesn't mean we always get what we want. I wondered if I will ever find my prince charming. Almost every relationship I've been or almost in, was a lost cause and I knew that the whole time but yet I still tried. Cause that's what you do is try to make things work. Sometimes it is hard to keep trying when you've been let down and hurt so many times. My girlfriends tell me, you deserve so much better than that jerk. We don't always get what we deserve do we? Its just that my hope is slowly starting to slip away. I am starting to think maybe some of us are meant to be alone. Maybe we are better off that way. Its just a thought.