I am the type of person that holds everything inside. I dont' like to share my issues or problems with other people very often. Right now I'm going though a lot and I can no longer hide that. I have been knocked down and kicked over and over. After my little break down last night, I realize its to pick myself up and fight back. Its time to go into battle and fight and make a full recovery. With my guy ( which have not written about) leaving for 2 months, it will give me some time to focus on me and my issues. Hopefully by the time he returns, I am finished with this battle and fully recovered. Then he can see the happy and strong verison of me, the person he likes not this crazy, emotional and unstable me.
Here is the start of me getting back up and fighting back and to the start of recovery.
Here is the start of me getting back up and fighting back and to the start of recovery.
To be continued ....
