I am not going to aplogize for my flaws

Everyone has flaws, physical and inner. Having flaws doesn't make anyone less of a person. Some people feel the need to point out other people's flaws to make themselves feel better instead of just accepting that persons flaws or taking notice of their own flaws.

I have many flaws that I am well aware of.

I sometimes can be too chatty but that doesn't mean what I have to say isn't important.

I may not be the smartest person but doesn't I am stupid in anyway, and doesn't give anyone the right to make me feel stupid.

I get upset easily, but sometimes I have good reason.

I may care to much at time but it's better than not caring at all.

I may drink too much sometimes but I have fun and that's what counts. ( The day after affects may not be too fun though)

I can be to opinionated but my opinions come with the best intentions.

Some of my opinions I have may come off wrong and are never meant to hurt some one's feelings but if taken the wrong way and some one's feelings do get hurt, it doesn't mean I don't deserve forgiveness.

There is not one person in the entire world that doesn't have flaws. People need to learn to accept their own flaws, as well as other people's flaws. People also need to take into consideration of people's flaw when judging another person. I know I am learning to accept my own flaws.

Change

TAYLOR SWIFT LYRICS - Change: "'Change'

And it’s a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know it’s all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you’re getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I’ll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, we’ll sing hallelujah

So we’ve been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
We’re getting stronger now
Find things they never found
They might be bigger
But we’re faster and never scared
You can walk away, say we don’t need this
But there’s something in your eyes
Says we can beat this

Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, well sing hallelujah

Tonight we stand, get off our knees
Fight for what we’ve worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it’s the fight of our lives
But we’ll stand up champions tonight

It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It’s a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah
Hallelujah"

This Taylor Swift song is one of my favorites. Lately my life has been a rollercoster of ups and downs, mostly downs. But like this song says these things will change. Things will get better again and a bit easier again. I just have keep my held up high and keep fighting. Things may be tough right now but they can't stay like that forever. I was talking to my cousin, the subject wasn't about life but without her even knowing she helped me come up with way to keep fighting, even though I want to give up sometimes. I just need to keep myself busy, and not worry so much about everything. I need to stay busy to keep my mind from thinking too much. I need to make some changes in my life, that is the only way things will improve. First and for most, I need to find a way to get motivate in school and keep motivate. Next I need to find a job, asap. It sucks not having money to do stuff and having to ask my parents for money. And I need to get in a regular routine of working out, I really need to get back into shape. Finally, I need to find some new interests, things to do. If anyone has any ideas for me, please let me know. :) Change will do me some good. The battle will be long but I will continue to fight no matter what.