Stories

For my english class, we are writing personal narratives. And we had to do this exerise about stories and here is what I wrote. and its all based on real life.

My story is hard to explain, because there is so much to my life. I can hardly make my mind up about life decsions. At first I wanted to be a journalist, so I went to the University of Arizona to major in Journalism. Now, I go to the Art Institute of Phoenix, for fashion marketing. After I get my degree in Fashion Marketing and start my career, I would like to go back to school for journalism. The question is, what will I end up doing?

Everyone's story is where they will end up at in life. Will they reach their dreams, or will they give up on their dreams? Will they marry the man or women of their dreams, or settle for less? What will they do with their lives?

My dad's story is he lives for his family. He does everything for his famiy. He pays bills for his family. He gives money to all his children, even though he wants them to work for it. He puts his children through college. He takes a loan out for his daughter to follow her dream at AI. He is a hero to his family.

The neighbor's story is that they are amazing people. They are caring and giving. They care about their neighbors and all their neighbors care about them.

His story is that he will end up alone. Karma will come to haunt him for the way he has treated people. He doesn't deserve to have anyone, and if he deosn't change, he won't have anyone. He'll never have me again.

My mom's story is a that she is role model and an inspiration to everyone around her. She is a listener to other people's story, but never judges. She cares enough to tell people the truth. She never gives up on people. She has changed lives and she will change many more lives.

Mrs. Russel's story is that she a history teacher. But she is more than that, she is a caring, inspiring, and strong women. She pushes her students to be the best they can be in not only school but in their lives as well.

Your story is that you are scared of life. You are scared to live your own life by your own rules and terms. You are scared of what other people think about what you want to do with your life and how you want to live your life.

Purple's story is that it is a strong color. In the olden days purple was worn by royality.

Life's story is that it is hard but it is also crazy, wonderful and beautiful.

One person's story begins with falling in love and another's begins with falling out of love.

What happens when your heart gets broken?

What happens when the hope you once had dissappears?

What happens when a memory starts to slip away?

I say, you have to go through heart breaks to find happiness, you have loose hope to find new hope in something else or someone, you forget memories when new memories are made.

LiFe..

In life things happen. Good and bad. Things happen that come to us as big surprise, things we never see coming. Someetimes it good and sometimes its bad. But no matter we think, we arent only survivors but warriors. Even though life tries to knock us around, as long as we fight back, we don't fail and we arent just survivors, but warriors. We can't live in fear, if we live in fear, we only are letting life around us win. We have to face our fear head on, thats the only way to beat it. We cant sit around and hope things work out the way we want, we have to take risk every day to get what we want.
In life things happen, but we also have to make things happen. And we cant be just survivors, we must always be warriors!!

Don't close the book, just turn the page

Why do I write? When I was in Jr. High I use to be on the school the newspaper, and I was actually some what go at it. And then after Jr. High, I didn't really write much. Then in high school, I took Journalism again, and wrote for the school newspaper. Thats when I decided I wanted to be a writer. My orginal plan was to go to the University of Arizona and get a degree in journalism. By the end my first and only year there, I realized the type of writing I liked was not the type of writing my degree would bring me. But that doesn't really answer why I like to write. I like to write because it helps me to release my thoughts from head. And I don't have to stand face to face some one, and talk to them, some times that just scares the hell out of me. ( kind of silly I know). Writing frees me in my own little way.

Cried me a river

I still remember the day that we met

I hold on to every word you said

Asked me to surrender and thats what I did

And you broke my heart again and again

So now you are sorry like youre all in love but where was your sorry when you broke it all up

I told myself never again there aint no way im letting you in

because I keep on remembering when you played me

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea, I cried me an ocean, I cried me a stream,

I'm fresh outta teardrops you've got me on E

I'm out of emotion got nothing in me,

and I would have done anything in the world for you

I would have done anything that you told me too,

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea and I aint got nothin left in me...

You cant have my number

dont want to be friends

I dont care to see you now and then

it's not that im bitter

it's just that I'm done my heart finally said enough is enough

So now you are sorry like you're all in love but you wasnt sorry when you messed it all up

I told myself never again there aint no way I'm letting you in

because I keep rememberin when you played me

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea, I cried me an ocean, I cried me a stream,

I'm fresh out of teardrops you've got me on E

I'm out of emotion got nothing in me,

and I would have done anything in the world for you

I would have done anything that you told me too,

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea and I aint got nothing left in me...

Just in case your not clear and you think theres a chance

theres no way you'll get near this or have me again until hell has frozen over

you need to understand you'll never get with me again

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea, I cried me an ocean, I cried me a stream,

I'm fresh out of teardrops you've got me on E

I'm out of emotion got nothing in me,

and I would have done anything in the world for you

I would have done anything that you told me too,

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea and I aint got nothing left in me..

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea, I cried me an ocean, I cried me a stream,

I'm fresh out of teardrops you've got me on E

I'm out of emotion got nothing in me

and I would have done anything in the world for you

I would have done anything that you told me too,

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea and I aint got nothin left in me...

I cried me a river, I cried me a sea, I cried me an ocean, I cried me a stream,

I'm fresh outta teardrops you've got me on E

im outta emotion got nothing in me...

Your tears are words your heart cant say. Your tears are what releases the pain from inside your heart. Your tears is the healing power that your heart needs. Once you've cried all the tears you can cry, you can start moving on and start forgetting why you were crying those tears in the first place. I've been though alot in my life, I've been hurt by people that were never suppose to hurt me, I've lost loved ones or ones I thought I loved, I've had my heart broken more than once and usually its worse each time, I've lost hope, I've lost trust in people. And even all those things have left me completly broken many times, and I've cried my eyes out, doesn't mean I am weak. A good cry can do some good, its helps you to move on and let go of all those bad things. Every day you heal a little more, and can once again look foward and smile knowing that you'll always be okay in the end.

Pain....

Pain can either be physical, or emotional. To me, emotional pain is worst than physical. Physical pain can go away with take pain pills but emotional pain just sticks around for however long. You try forgetting the pain but some thing alway triggers it again. The pain is usually brought on from some one else. Half the time they don't even know the pain they are causing you to have. When you try to ignore the pain, it just keeps building up more and more. Eventually you just lose controll and break down. But hopefully you friends and family will be there to help heal the pain. Its to know that you can turn to someone in that time of need and a simple hug from them makes all the difference. I am so grateful to have people that care about me. There presence just makes things 10x better and that much easier to deal with. Thank you so much!!

The Heart Of Fashion <3

The Heart of Fashion, is a fashion show for charities benefiting Child Crisis Center of East Valley, Save the Family Foundation, High school Scholarships and other charities. I applaud every one that took part in this amazing event. The people that put the event together, did an awesome job. The designers clothes were beautiful and very cute. The phoenix college girls did a verison of Project Runaway, they were only allowed to use clothing from good will. They put together some amazing some outfits. The hair and make-up ladies did such an awesome job, they made the girls look absolutly beautiful. ( even though they alread were). Dylan's designs were stuning! Franchecas clothes were very cute!! All the AI girls, Dylan's girls and all the other models did such an amazing job! It was a great show!! and for a great cause! :)

It breaks your heart, when people you know become people you knew,and there's nothing you can do about it.

Friends they come and go. You think someone is your friend but you could be wrong. Some people just pretend to be your friend because they have no one else to be friends with. And then once some other people come around that they find more suitable to be friends, you get replaced and pushed away in a sense. Most of the time your so called friend doesn't even realized they are replacing you and pushing you away.What do you do when this happens? Do you stick around or find new friends?

LIfe Changes With The Seasons

As the seasons changes so does life. Sometimes you don't even realize your life is changing, it just happens. Sometimes you waiting around for you're life to change, other times you are dreading the change in your life.
In the last year, my life has changed completly. This time last year, I was at the Universtiy of Arizona, for Journalism. UofA was fun and all but just not for me. It was overwhelming and stressful attending such a huge school. At the end of the school year, I realized there was no way I could go back there and be happy. Therefore, while I was at home for summer, I had to come up with a new plan. I looked at schools, school like community colleges mostly. Then I came upon The Art Institute of Phoenix. Their Fashion Marketing progam really caught my eye. When I was going to get my Journalism degree, I was hoping to become a fashion journalist. So majoring in Fashion Marketing sounded like something I would really like. Especially since I someday I want to work for Vogue. After I meet with a lady name Gail from AI, I decided that I was going to move to phoenix and attend the Art Institute of Phoenix. I have gotten through 2 classes, and know that I am now where I am suppose to be at and I am very happy.
Moving to Phoenix, was a very big change. I had to make new friends, which was not to hard. I have made some good friends. I am learning to read people alot better so that I get screwed over, like has happened to me many times. I've grown alot since I moved. Which is always good. My best friend from back home just recently moved down too, so that is nice having her around. My life is going pretty good right now, and I am very happy about the changes in my life. And I am ready for many more changes sure to come my way.