Maybe some of us are meant to be alone..

Lately, I've spend a lot of time on my own. I was sick for a few days, was stuck in my apartment in my bed. I spent a lot of that time just laying there thinking about my life. Wondering where I am going to end up at. Wondering if I'll get what I want. They say you have to go after what you want and work hard for it, but that doesn't mean we always get what we want. I wondered if I will ever find my prince charming. Almost every relationship I've been or almost in, was a lost cause and I knew that the whole time but yet I still tried. Cause that's what you do is try to make things work. Sometimes it is hard to keep trying when you've been let down and hurt so many times. My girlfriends tell me, you deserve so much better than that jerk. We don't always get what we deserve do we? Its just that my hope is slowly starting to slip away. I am starting to think maybe some of us are meant to be alone. Maybe we are better off that way. Its just a thought.