8 days till 21!

Here I am up at 4am in the morning, I can't sleep. :( Instead ,I'll just write.

I can not believe in 8 days I will be 21. To me, it is so crazy. A year ago, I was wishing that I was 21, and now I am finally going to be 21. It's a weird feeling, I am growing up so quickly. Time sure does fly.

Turning 21 for everyone is being able to drink legally, and go to bars and clubs. Yes, it's about that for me too, but not completely. For me, turning 21, is a new beginning, a new chapter in my life. I feel like I can get a fresh start. Realizing how fast I am growing up, I know turning 21 is a time to start setting up my life, for the life ahead of me. It's time to have fun but also to start being responsible and building a future for myself.

In this past year, I've been attending the Art Institute of Phoenix, for fashion marketing. With each class I taken, I figure out something else that I might like to do for a career. I know that I want to a trend forecaster/trend reporter for a fashion magazine. I thought, that I wanted to have my own clothing line but once again I think I might change my mind. I still want to be a designer but not a clothing designer. I am currently taking an accessories class, and for a project due next week, I am making an handbag. For anyone that knows me, at least in the past couple of years, I love accessories, especially handbags. I love to wear accessories, I think it completes an outfit. So now, I think I might I want to be a accessories designer, and I could maybe still be a clothing designer as well. I guess we will see how things go with the handbag that I am making right now. If it doesn't go well, doesn't mean that I can be an accessories designer, just means that I need to practice it and improve in that area. I am also going to start making some clothes. Hopefully this all goes well, so I can start figuring out what I want to do in the designing area.

Now that I'll be 21, it's time to start figuring these types of things, so I can be prepared for the future ahead. It's time to for a fresh start, and turing 21 is where it all begins for me! Wish me luck everyone! And I hope to be celebrating with all my friends for this big birthday for me!

Love,
Ash