Another bump in the Road

Well Lets do a updated. Well my guy is gone till like the 2 week in July :( So I am kind of lonely. After he left, I went home the weekend. Well thats when things started going down hill. Monday May 24th, 2010 I went to the Doctors cause I thought I had a bladder infection, which I did. Well that same day my right leg started hurting, in my calf. By the next day, It was hard to walk. I thought hey I just pulled a muscle. The pain kept getting worse. Come thursday I could barely walk and I was having a hard time breathings. So I went to the doctor, he said it was just a pulled muscle but then I told him I was having a hard time breathings. So he sent me to get an Ultra Sound on Friday morning in case of a blood clot. Come to find out, I did have blood clot. If I would have never gotten an ultra sound, and kept thinking it was a pulled clot, eventually It could have killed me.. yikes! Once I found out it was a blood clot, I had to go to the emergency room, where they took a cat scan of my chest to make sure I didn't have any clots in my chest and what not. They took lots of blood samples, which I had getting my blood taken, I about cried. Well the blood clot was in my calf and seemed to be staying there, so they put me blood thinner medication, one by pill and one where I had give my self a shot in my tummy. No fun at all. So after 4 hrs or so, they finally released me. I managed to give myself my shots, it hurt a little but not much. and I am still on the pills.

Today, I went to the doctors for a follow up. Well come to find out I have to be on my medication for 6 months! FML. and to make it worse I have get my blood drawn 2 times a week for the first month and then once a month for next 5 months after that. And I might have to go back on the shots if my blood hasn't changed yet. They have to monitor my blood for the 6 months to make sure its not to the thin or to thick. If its to thin I could start bleeding easily, and bleeding to death is possible. But if my blood is to thick, I will get more blood clots. With the blood thinner pills, I am not suppose to drink acohal, I dont know if that is for the whole time. But if it is,thats going to suck cause my 21st birthday is in 3 months and I won't even be allowed to drink!

Right now, I am in the mind set of " why do these bad things keep happening to me?" and I am just feeling really emotional after seeing the doctor today. I didnt' realize I was going have to be on my medication for 6 months, and having to get my blood taken so often. I just need to get through this and I'll be okay, at least I hope.

On the upside, Me and my friend Amie are moving in a 2 bedroom apartement in July, to be exact we get our keys on July 17th. The apartments are really nice. I am really excited about the change! :)

Well these are the major things have happened in the past 2 weeks! Hopefully things will start looking up soon and I can find a job really really soon. Wish me luck.