Something different

What do you do when you feel like the world around you is caving in? When you feel like you are just falling apart and losing control? It sucks to feel lost and alone. It sucks even more when the people that you thought you could count on, let you down, so from then on you just expect the worst of every body. What do you do when you look back at some things you've done and you just don't feel proud of yourself? What do you when you love someone or just like them alot, and they have seen you at the worst moments, and you are pretty sure they now think less of you? How do you change that image they have of you? What do you do when all you wish is to just start over, in a new place, with new people, that know nothing about you, you can be anything you want, a whole different person. Sometimes that is all I wish for, for things to be different.